Greetings..I'm really enjoying my last year of college. Just had dinner at JAX with my older sister.
Is a Man a fool for not wanting to be with a woman who loves him?
That's what my sister said to me tonight. I think it's much more complicated than that. Loving the wrong person as I have, and not being aware that I was just getting by is a sin I would never want to repeat. Been there done that. Greatest gift I have is that, I always know how to walk-away about things. I have always had lady friends, who I have known for many years, few of them since college freshman, and the best part of having lady friends is who they bring to your dorm and life.........I'm really enjoying all those I meet, ladies come and go in my weeks, and the women in my life have caused me to travel and see the world more than I would ever have, and few months ago, they brought another one to my life. she's desi girl, same age as me, she got me hooked on bollywood, very smart and seems to love me and all, no day go by without her, but I just don't feel that way about her. But hey, they say that feelings can and do grow. Seems like lately I have learnt not to give it back some how, and looks I'm just in for the ride. When ever one gets close, and close, some where in my head says, NO....I push her away. This one has been the only one that lasted over a month, for sure I'm taking day by day with this one.
I gotta go back to my homework.....Bonne nuit...Good night.